Shucks

I’ve had a fun week! Not!!! I had a hard time trying to prepare my presentation, though it actually went quite well when I did it. I then got a phone call telling me my Granddad had died pretty much straight after I’d finished (from relief to grief). I then stuffed things up with another friend but I really hope that resolves itself. I’ve gotta go to the funeral on friday and I’m doing a reading from the bible. In a way I’m laughing because I’ve convinced myself not to cry at all during the funeral, but I know I’ll bugger that up as soon as I get there! My granddad was very ill so I’m pleased he’s been relieved from his suffering and I know he’s in paradise now, but it’s still pretty tough to come to terms with. I haven’t ever had to deal with anyone dying on me before, so I’m still not sure how to handle it. At the moment I try and force it out of my head, but then that will make Friday harder. Any tips would be great! On the upside, I had a wicked time at DJ Yoda on saturday night! He rocked the joint with such hip tunes as “New York, New York”, and lots of other random Hip Hop versions of famous cheesey songs! It’s shame there weren’t more people there to join in!